For a decade, my husband’s love remained unwavering, but infertility cast a shadow on our marriage. Despite having a child from a previous relationship, his sperm count was nonexistent due to heavy drinking. Desiring a child, I made a difficult choice: I reached out to my husband’s brother, resulting in a pregnancy and tragic loss.

Consequently, my husband and his family disowned me, and he vowed action against his brother. Now, I face a crumbling marriage and a pregnancy conceived without love. I’m torn between motherhood and the turmoil of my actions, seeking advice on the way forward.

The complexity of my situation is overwhelming. The child is innocent, but the circumstances involve secrecy, betrayal, and a once-loving marriage’s collapse. The emotional toll is immense, and I’m uncertain about the future.

In this moment of turmoil, I seek counsel and support as my decisions will shape not only my life but also that of an unborn child.